I suka ni..baca la..

while you're ignoring her....
another guy is giving her attention....

while you're giving her problems....
another guy is listening....
...
while you're too busy for her....
another guy is making time for her....

while you're making her cry...
another guy is trying to make her smile again....

when you're not sure if you still want her....
another guy has already figured it out....

Leganya!!!

Itulah yang i rasakan pada ketika ini. Perkara yang paling menyebabkan rasa tekanan bagi yang bekerja seperti i. Sesudah tamat musim peperiksaan, masa untuk menyemak jawapan2...

Banyak aktiviti i terbengkalai sejak sebulan yang lepas. I tak lagi ke gymnasium (lebih 6 bulan dah rasanya), tak ke kelas aerobik (dekat 2 bulan..ni dah bulan Ramadhan..), tak lagi chatting kat YM ke bbm ke...juga tidak berblog. Amboi! Rasa teruk betul diri ni.

Hari ini, selepas 2 minggu yang sibuk giler...dan dalam masa lebih kurang seminggu, i berjaya menyemak semua kerja2 pelajar dan juga jawapan2 peperiksaan. Bukan sikit bilangan yang perlu disemak. Bayangkan, i buat 3 soalan esei dan ada seramai 250 orang pelajar. 250 x 3 = 750 esei untuk satu kursus, tambah 2 lagi kursus...42 x 6 esei = 252 esei dan 250 assignment....woaaa...banyak tuh!

Esok nak ke Dungun pulak...

Hmmm...mudah2an bulan puasa ini, kurang berat badan, bertambah sihat dan tenaga....

Kolagen dan SKII

Okay, alkisah...hari Ahad lepas, i singgah ke kaunter SKII kat Midvalley. Teringin la pulak nak buat analisis kulit. Sebenarnya i nak tau, i ni jenis kulit apa. Takut gak la, belasah je pakai apa2...tapi tak beri apa2 manafaat. Walaupun setakat ini, alhamdulillah, tak ada la apa2 mudarat.

So keputusan analisis kulit menunjukkan, kulit i masih elok lagi, moisture cukup, anjal cukup, pigmentation tahap terkawal cuma.....hehehehe....kurang seri...alahai...apa nak buat. Yang penting kulit i sihat. Cam mana pun, i minta nasihat kecantikan juga la. Melayang RM....suami yang melihat, senyum2 sumbing je.

Memandangkan i ni terlewat mula menjaga kecantikan, i rasa masih lagi bertuah sebab i tak ada masalah kulit yang teruk. Berkawan dengan kawan2 yang menjaga muka macam KakChik@Ella dan Nani Rostam memang berbaloi. Sedikit sebanyak, mereka share apa yang baik yang mereka amalkan. Bila i mula makan kolagen dan gunakan SKII, dah ada yang tegur i memberitahu i nampak berbeza, kulit nampak cantik. Alhamdulillah...senyum meleret le i. Iye la..pada umur macam ni, mana la sangka ada juga yang perhatikan i. Apa2pun...syukur alhamdulillah....

Is there not another way?

This is 'the' question suggested to be asked whenever something seems not to work our way. When something that is the norm is not working right, we must ask this question, 'is there another way of doing it? / Ada cara lain tak?'

Okay, i learnt this from one Professor Emeritus who came to my workplace to talk about Innovation for Transformation. Well, i like the way he delivered his talk. Although his power point slides are more than 70 altogether but he did not went through all except some where he felt necessary to point out. Most times he used his life experience to deliver his message. These are among the things he mentioned in his talk:

1. Instill good attitude
    - provide deeper meaning to what is said. Means elaborate by giving sound reasons for things need to be done. It should not be too long to elaborate for it can be taken as babble by some but just sufficient to drive the point through.

2. Give opportunity to experience
    - allow some exploration. Do not become overbearing, too protective towards our subordinate or children for that matter. Let them try. Let them experience. Interfere only when necessary.

3. Thinking and emotion can be controlled. Take charge and never allow self-destruction.

4.  Power means: ability to take action, to make things happen and to put things into motion and ensure success.

5. Succes is about finishing and knowledge is power.

6. There is a need to have vision and target to move forward. Otherwise it is like the blind leading another blind.

7. Falling down is alright but to stay down is not!

Some wise advice i would say. I was thankful that i received the invitation to attend this talk and able to attend despite of other commitment. The professor is certainly one of the great mind in Malaysia. Wish I could be like him!

Apabila penyakit M tiba

Semua jadi huru hara...perancangan hanya tinggal perancangan. Itulah yang berlaku sejak kebelakangan ini. Payah nak buang penyakit ni. Rasanya hanya kekuatan dan kecekalan hati je yang boleh melawan penyakit dasyat ni.

Berhari2 sudah i mencuba untuk melawan penyakit ini. Setakat ini, i masih kalah. Letih melawan tapi kena gak kuatkan semangat melawan ni...

Sebab ada penyakit ni la, ada kerja i tertangguh. Ish! Marah betul i pada diri sendiri. Bab ni memang tak boleh nak salahkan sesiapapun melainkan diri sendiri. Macam mana nak buat ni ek?

Hmmmm....

Kemahuan dan keazaman ada, tapi kesungguhan yang tiada. Macam angan2 Mat Jenin jadinya. Setiap kali memberi alasan yang sama tentulah tak masuk akal kan.

Seperti percakapan bijak pandai ini: Doing the same thing all over again will results into the same thing...so...Rozzana, shift the gear, quick before the fuel finishes...reach there...the place you want to be....buang rasa M.A.L.A.S!